Let's see ... ( chapter 2, end )

Let's see ... ( chapter 2, end )

Day of victory ...

50 bands signed up to participate in the "peaceful on earth music concert". Yes ... that was the theme I used. I hired music studio to do the selection, because the number of participants exceeds the number of participants who can we display concerts. Who would have thought I will get involved to give my judgment with two other judges.

One by one the doors open and show a very clear way...

A sports hall with a capacity of 10,000 people we get free of charge. Some sponsors began to arrive to provide support. Our promotion continues, which initially only use paper flyers to attract participants at this time we have used big sized banners that we put in two cities to capture the audience. And we start printing tickets.

More spirit...

A few days before the concert rush increasingly felt. We were all teenagers getting ready to hold an event for others to think we can not do.

Busyness one day before the concert...

Decorating the stage, with the stage size basketball sports stadium ... whereas before I only had a small stage decorated the Indonesian Independence Day celebration at the neighborhood I live along. That day I managed to make the idea of making a decorative globe-shaped stage with a diameter of 10 m by using recycled materials. All eyes stared with disbelief a group of children holding hands around the globe.

Show time...

All ready at their posts. I half trembling half soar in the air. Welcome banners and festive beginning to show. A company of policemen on duty to help us maintain security during the event, 1 car fire extinguisher ready to 1 unit of car with water tank full (that time I did not understand that the fire truck with a tank full of water is a necessity in the organization of a concert like this) The event took place with a rousing 50 bands show their performance. With their appearance then  unexpected visitors and print our tickets are sold out as much as 3000 sheets and final reckoning the number of spectators that day reached nearly 5000 people. Even I, myself do not dare to dream that far ... But that day made us all. And we make open the eyes of many people that we see our dreams come true. Tomorrow morning we loaded the concert events in the local newspaper, we are not even aware of them come to cover.

Message: do not ever stop to dream ... and nothing is impossible as long as we try hard to make it happen.

hari kemenangan

50 grup band sudah mendaftar untuk ikut tampil dalam konser musik damai. ya ... itulah tema yang saya pakai.
kami menyewa studio musik untuk melakukan seleksi, karena jumlah peserta melebihi jumlah peserta konser yang dapat kami tampilkan.
siapa sangka akupun turut terlibat untuk meyeleksi mereka memberikan penilaianku bersama dua orang juri lainnya.
satu persatu pintu terbuka dan memperlihatkan jalan yang begitu jelas.
Sebuah gedung olah raga berkapasitas 10.000 orang kami dapatkan dengan bebas biaya.
Beberapa sponsor mulai berdatangan memberikan dukungan.
Promosi kami berlanjut, yang awalnya hanya menggunakan lembaran kertas pamflet untuk menarik peserta saat ini kami telah menggunakan spandu-spanduk berukuran besar yang kami pasang di dua kota untuk menjaring penonton.
Dan kami mulai mencetak tiket.
makin semangat.
Beberapa hari menjelang konser kesibukan semakin terasa.
kami semua remaja belasan tahun bersiap-siap melangsungkan sebuah acara yang bagi orang lain menganggap kami tidak mungkin lakukan.
Kesibukan satu hari menjelang konser.
mendekor panggung dengan ukuran panggung stadion olah raga basket ... sementara sebelumnya aku hanya pernah mendekor panggung kecil perayaan hari kemerdekaan Indonesia di tingkat lingkungan tinggalku saja. hari itu aku berhasil membuat ide membuat sebuah dekorasi panggung berbentuk bola dunia dengan ukuran diameter 10 m dengan menggunakan bahan daur ulang. semua menatap dengan mata tak percaya sekelompok anak-anak bergandengan tangan mengelilingi bola dunia itu.
hari pertunjikan.
Semua bersiap di pos masing-masing. Aku setengah gemetar setengah melambung di udara. Umbul-umbul selamat datang dan kemeriahan mulai terlihat. 1 kompi polisi bertugas membantu kami menjaga keamanan selama acara berlangsung, 1 mobil pemadam kebakaran bersiap dengan 1 unit mobil dengan tangki air full (aku saat itu tidak mengerti bahwa mobil pemadam kebakaran dengan tangki air penuh adalah satu keharusan dalam penyelenggaraan sebuah konser musik seperti ini)
Acara berlangsung dengan meriah 50 grup band seprovinsi Banten unjuk kebolehan. dengan tampilnya mereka maka tersedotlah pengunjung dan diluar dugaan tiket yang kami cetak sebanyak 3000 lembar habis terjual dan menurut perhitungan akhir jumlah penonton hari itu mencapai hampir 5000 orang.
Bahkan aku sendiri tidak berani bermimpi sejauh itu ...
Tapi hari itu membuat kami semua dan aku membuat mata banyak orang terbuka bahwa kami melihat mimpi kami menjadi kenyataan.
besok harinya acara konser kami dimuat dalam koran lokal, kami bahkan tidak menyadari kehadiran mereka datang meliput.


pesan : jangan pernah berhenti untuk bermimpi ... dan tidak ada yang tidak mungkin selama kita berusaha keras mewujudkannya.

When No Longer Breathing ...

When No Longer Breathing ...

Actually this is not a love story or a short story, but I just wanted to share it.

Many people are proud of what he already has and many people are arrogant and forget when he already had what he wanted.

He also considers that he was the luckiest man in the world. Quite often they underestimate the people under their conditions. With Arrogant they dare to say "Why make friends with people like that!". And they acted with a laugh "hahahah, ga there are advantages tohelp him!".

People like this are very much in this small world. It could be your own person, me, or even the people we once knew. We must know that we are only surrogate in this world, we will again face him.

We should be ashamed, ashamed!. What we pride if you'll die just take a white cloth and accompanied by dirt on the ground.

What are we proud when we stand on this earth is only temporary?.

I often meet people who bravely showed that the property is everything!, He said "ah man can now be paid for with money".

I was just silent, and silent. Although sometimes dignity trampled, but wait and be patient. Because only an omniscient GOD, what will happen tomorrow, next month or next year.

There is little experience, these people are very wealthy people who used to be.

Yet people often think that asking for help to him is a trash!. You know how it is now?, He lay ill in a foam mattress that has been blackened!. Almost all the property he had gone for medical treatment costs, regret it come too late.

There's no use crying what happened instead?. For that to all my friends, I suggest if you are above then look down. But if now you are on the bottom, then dreams and strive to be on top.

Life and the world is spinning !!!,,, Nothing that we want other than happy and calm When No Longer Breathing!.

Hopefully these simple tips motivation and helpful,,, 

Salam ...

Funny Joke ...

Funny Joke ...

Deng Xioping, a Taiwanese man who is very rich but has no ability to speak English arrives at the airport in New York.

After queuing at immigration, when passports stamped, the officer asked a few questions to find out his visit to the USA.

The first question of immigration: "What is the last name of our first President?" Because not understand English very well, he guessed that petugasmenanyakan family name (surname).

Then he replied: "Wo xing Deng (read: sing wo Teng)." In Mandarin means: "I Marga Deng." Fyi, in Chinese culture, Chinese people are always introduced first when his surname was first acquaintance.

The officer heard the "Washington!" (Same sound) and then he went on toquestion

2: "What do you want to go to the U.S.?" He thought, logically of course now he asked my name. Then he replied: "Xiaoping." The officer heard: "Shopping!" Question #

3: "what are you kendarain Vehicles in Taiwan?" Tourists were thinking, he asked the status of Taiwan, and replied in Hokkien: "Bo bo (in Hokkien means:" Not married "). And the officers heard:" Volvo! "And he smiled kindly and asked again. Question th

4: "Who is the most famous pop singer in the USA?" We Taiwanese man was getting impatient and started saying loudly in Hokkien: "Mai Cai Ko Seng." (Meaning: "Do not fool around anymore with me"). The officer heard: "Michael Jackson!" Impressed by the knowledge of the tourist, the officer stamped his passport immediately

Meaning of Love Kahlil Gibran ...

Meaning of Love Kahlil Gibran ...

"Love Thy led approach but then anxiety led me away from it.

I have left my bed, love, for fear of forgetfulness ghost hiding behind the blanket off.

Wake up, wake up, my love, and listen to me.

I listened to you, my beloved! I heard Your call of the ocean and feel the softness of thy wings.

I have my bed and leave the walking on the grass. Dew of night wet my feet and the hem of my clothes, here I stand under the Almond tree flowers, attention to thy spirit. "

"Life without love ... "

"Life without love is like a sturdy tree stand but dried branches, without flowers or fruit decorated."

Me and Mrs.Hafni Zahroh ...

We never thought before that we have same smile ...
Even we never set up, when our school went somewhere and get some capture we always take our picture togethere ...
Like pointer and middle fingers ...

"Let's See ... "

Whose fault is that I like this ... Yes ... hehehehehe.

I like corn kernels in a popcorn maker. Bubbling surprise everyone even myself sometimes. 

1998 ... 18 years old I had just finished high school. Fate brought me move in the city of Cilegon to live with my mom. 

Since then the town became restless for accepting my presence     "Flea Jumper". "I like this one ... fantastic. If I could  held this ." My mouth wasn't stop  try to explain what is in mind and my tought today. While my friends were just quiet either understand it or not. Like it or not I do not know. Only briefly he said indifferently ... "No way, Ka." "Ha ... just look at ...." Not me if I kept quiet, I tend to explode when people underestimate my ability. Yes, he might see ... 

Since then I was like a possessed look and learn how to do and what should I do to realize what in  my mind can be accomplished. All kinds of proposals I learn , anything I needed start I made in my notes. Yellow Pages become familiar with me. To all obstacles I start thinking to find a way break. Only two obstacles that I thought was most severe: 1. I'm not a rich kid who could ask for money to fulfill my desire from parents to her teen crazy (hehehe) and the more confused I do not have my own income. And to 2. I'm female (ha ... why have Kartini anyway). But I also have two guns to break it, I'm good at lobbying the people and get connections from it. Just look ... 

With all due respect, affairs to have the support of the RT, RW, Youth Chairman, Village, to invite the elders KNPI to come and give support, even when it has embellish the Mayor's signature sign contributed to all my activities, all I get easily Alhamdulillah. (Who knows what people started talking about me at that time, hopefully). Whether it's support or not I guess they just leave and do not want to hurt my feelings by giving the road (hopefully not because I'm female too). In my little heart sure was sometimes whispered they thought I was just a dream in broad daylight, to hell ... I go on ... 

I started to create a brochure / flyer that announced that the musical performances will be held. Create a pamphlet to use a computer ... ha ... totally out of reach. At that time I had absolutely no facilities for it. I then began cutting up newspapers and magazines and put the other paper. But I say proudly that my first pamphlet (I say first because there will be pamphlets next) most creative ever I made in my life. All me is spilled it.

The older people still think I dream in broad daylight. But this dreamer began accompanied by many others-dreamers. Be Our group of dreamers who are ready to realize the dream. My pamphlets began to spread across two cities Cilegon and Serang (even partial float carried by other hands until other nearby cities, because the list of participants in future performances recorded the name of another city). Can be seen stuck to the walls of the store, power poles, bus shelters, as best he could stick must have been me and my friends attach on. Everytime I accidentally took the bus to see them stuck I smile with delight like a child have her candy. Only a limited number of our pamphlet I remember the first pamphlet 200 pieces and we had to wait there to register the following participants for our new pamphlet multiply again.  All done crawl.  But yes, I move on ... 

To be continued ...

Lihat Saja ...

Salah siapa kalau aku seperti ini ... hehehehehe

Ya ... aku ibarat biji jagung dalam mesin pembuat popcorn. Meletup-letup mengejutkan semua orang bahkan kadang diriku sendiri.

1998 ... usiaku 18 tahun baru saja selesai sekolah lanjutan atas. Takdir membawaku hijrah di kota Cilegon untuk tinggal bersama ibuku.

Sejak itu kota kecil itu menjadi gelisah karena menerima kehadiranku "Kutu Loncat".

"Aku suka ini ... fantastik. Jika aku bisa menyelenggarakannya." Mulutku terus nyerocos mencoba menjelaskan apa yang ada di fikiran dan benakku saat ini. Sementara kawanku hanya diam entah mengerti atau tidak. Suka atau tidak aku tidak tahu. Hanya selintas ia mengatakan acuh tak acuh ... "Nggak mungkin, Ka."

"Ha ... lihat saja ...."

Bukan aku jika aku terus diam, aku cenderung meledak jika orang menganggap remeh kemampuanku. Ya, benar lihat saja.

Sejak itu aku seperti kerasukan mencari dan mempelajari bagaimana cara agar apa yang ada dalam fikiran dan benakku dapat terlaksana. Segala macam bentuk proposal kulahap, apa-apa yang kuperlukan mulai kubuat dalam catatan-catatanku. Yellow Pages menjadi akrab denganku. Segala penghalangku mulai kupikirkan untu mencari jalan mematahkannya. Hanya dua rintangan yang kuanggap paling berat : 1. Aku bukan anak orang kaya yang bisa minta uang orang tua untuk memenuhi keinginanku yang sedikit gila (hehehe) dan yang lebih kacau aku belum punya penghasilan sendiri. Dan ke 2. Aku perempuan (ha ... buat apa ada Kartini toh). Tapi aku punya dua senjata pula untuk mematahkannya, aku pandai melobi orang dan mendapatkan koneksi darinya. Lihat saja ...

Dengan segala hormat, urusan untuk mendapat dukungan dari RT, RW, Ketua Karang Taruna, Kelurahan, hingga mengundang para tetua KNPI untuk datang dan memberi dukungan, bahkan Walikota saat itu sudah membubuhi tanda tangan tanda turut mendukung segala kegiatanku, semua kudapat dengan mudah Alhamdulillah. (entah apa orang mulai bicara tentang aku saat itu, mudah-mudahan bukan gerah atas sepak terjangku). Entah itu dukungan atau bukan kurasa mereka hanya membiarkan dan tak mau menyakiti hatiku dengan memberi jalan (mudah-mudahan bukan karena aku perempuan pula). Dalam hati kecilku kadang membisik mereka pasti sedang menyangka aku cuma mimpi di siang bolong, peduli amat ...

Aku jalan terus ...

Aku mulai membuat brosur/pamflet yang mengumumkan bahwa akan diselenggarakan pagelaran musik. Buat pamflet pakai komputer ... ha ... sama sekali jauh dari jangkauan. Saat itu aku sama sekali tidak punya fasilitas untuk itu. maka mulailah aku menggunting koran dan majalah dan menempelkan pada kertas lainnya. Tapi dengan bangga kukatakan pamflet pertamaku itu (kukatakan pertama karena akan ada pamflet-pamflet berikutnya) paling kreatif yang pernah kubuat sepanjang hidupku. Semua kreatifitasku tertumpah padanya.

Orang-orang tua masih menganggapku mimpi di siang bolong. Tetapi pemimpi ini mulai ditemani banyak pemimpi-pemimpi lainnya. Jadilah kami sekelompok pemimpi yang siap mewujudkan mimpi. Pamfletku mulai tersebar di dua kota Cilegon dan Serang (bahkan sebagian melayang terbawa tangan-tangan lain sampai kota terdekat lainnya, karena pada daftar peserta pagelaran di kemudian hari tercatat nama kota lain). Dapat kulihat menempel di tembok-tembok toko, tiang listrik, halte bis, sebisanya menempel pasti sudah aku dan teman-temanku tempel.Setiap kali aku sengaja naik bis untuk melihat mereka tertempel aku tersenyum kegirangan seperti anak kecil dapat permen. Hanya saja pamflet kami dalam jumlah terbatas aku ingat 200 lembar pamflet pertama dan kami harus menunggu ada peserta mendaftar berikut baru kami perbanyak pamflet lagi. Semua dikerjkan merayap. Aku maju terus ...

Bersambung ...

Loving-Someone ...

loving-someone In your love I am set free.

Did you know that when I look at you I see the most beautiful Angel staring back at me?

Did you know that when I touch your hand, my world becomes still and love fills my hair – every strand?

And did you know that when I look at you, my universe is engulfed in the most beautiful sensations, the most beautiful visions, and a most beautiful bliss?

Whatever I do with you, Simple as can be, Breaks the chains, In your love I am set free. Thank you for being you and loving me the way you do.

Me and The Dance Troupe ...

Longing and Revenge Fight ... End Well

Ah ... not easy to bury something that is ever so closely embedded in the recesses of the heart and soul. Disconnect been no news since I said "Please forgive me ... but it's best I do not anymore to see each other and you're linking of view. Because I do not have any power." There was clearly whisper in my ear that you insist to perform maghrib here, it may be best to get a few answers for us. But again I say out loud "You'd better go ... the mosque not far as well can you reach, step your foot there." Shortness of breath and my eyes hot of tears for not move from it place. It was not only our two hearts are divorced but also injury to the my cousin and aunt, all because of jealousy has been swallow me alive. Not a moment of time I have found it going. More than 10 years, and my heart is struggling in a prolonged sense of guilt. Awaken and make me a little time today (very little), and I decided to look after you and say how much I feel sorry for any hurt that I left. Jealousy makes some wounded hearts. At least, I found you in your facebook account. I send my message there to say all remorse and apology, and briefly you reply "I already forgive you, before you ask." Alhamdulillah ...

Lightweight my body and soul a sense of that time ...